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About Me Member Shadow Deviant Ksaroo20/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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  • Current Residence: Reality
  • Interests: RPing, gaming, reading, occassionally writing
  • Favourite band or musician: The Arrogant Worms, Harry Chapin
  • Favourite genre of music: Amusing
  • Favourite artist: Jackson Pollock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Myself =D (It didn't say best, it said favourite.)
  • Operating System: Windows XP(I know, I know. I intend to switch to Unix one of these days)
  • MP3 player of choice: ...You mean there's more than one kind? =O
  • Shell of choice: SSH =P
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint.
  • Skin of choice: I'm happy with my current skin, thank you very much. Sure, maybe a little pale, but so?
  • Favourite game: Chess
  • Favourite gaming platform: N64 was ahead of its time =P
  • Favourite cartoon character: Do video games count? Kratos, from Tales of Symphonia (one). Dude's awesome.
  • Personal Quote: Elbativeni si etaf ruoy
  • Tools of the Trade: My computer. Duh.

11 things... a bit more than 2 months later.

Sun Sep 20, 2009, 1:45 PM
Okay, so maybe I've been a bit busy lately. Still, got around to it... eventually.

1.I hate you. You always neglected your responsibilities. Didn't do what you were supposed to do. When you did make the attempt, you nearly always failed miserably. And now you want to pretend like everything's fine? Everything is fine, yes. But not between us. I want as little to do with you as possible.
Not much else to say. Nothing ever really changed between us, so there's nothing new or different I can say.

2.What can I say? Each of us barely know who the other is. Still, I can't help but feel that if and when shit hits the fan, we could find at least some help from each other. Perhaps I'm wrong. But I don't think so.

3.You're an annoying little twat whom has far too large of a mouth. Contrary to your belief, I do not think I am better than you. I just despise you.
I've mostly forgotten about, you actually. On a random inspiration, found out you still hate me. I find that rather amusing.

4.Of all the people I know, you likely had the largest influence on making me who I am now. And still, you give influence and support. Admittedly, the influence is mostly just annoying now, I take the support for granted more than I should. I'm sorry.

5.Probably the second largest influence of all the people I know. Though you rarely give much influence anymore - more because of myself than you, you're still there for me to talk to. Not as often as before, but still. I can tell you things I can't tell others. Of course, still, there's things I keep back. I suppose there will always be.
Figures even you eventually wouldn't have the answer to a question I had. Suppose that ought to be expected. Not a huge problem, all told.

6.We don't know each other anymore. I doubt you even remember me. But I remember you. It's strange. I used to count you among the two people that I truly hated. Now... I'm not so sure. I don't know. You were yet another annoying twat. Never broke any rules, but always made certain the rules were changed in your favour. Often literally. I realize, now, maybe you just couldn't handle losing. Perhaps I should pity you, instead of hate you. After all, we were in the same boat once, and I believe I've risen since then.
I think I'd like to meet you again. If only to prove to myself that I'm capable of stopping hating someone.

7.We started out as friends. Then we became rather dire adversaries. Through convenience and necessity, we eventually became shaky acquaintances. Now we don't know each other anymore. Saw your name at a gathering I was in. Expected you to show, but you never did. Not sure whether that's a good thing or not. You were also just plain weird. What schoolchild wants to cancel summer vacation?! Well, again, perhaps in retrospection, your home life might have been worse than school. I never did get a glimpse of it, after all. But still, shouldn't force the solutions to your problems on others, eh?
Heh... Not much to say. Doubt I'll ever meet you again. Probably won't ever think of you again.

8.Yet another shaping influence, and yet another whom I could tell more to than to others. Nearly anything. I count you as a good friend. Yet, as with others, you and I seem to be drifting apart as well. Perhaps I'm supposed to be alone. Or perhaps I'm trying to be. Or, perhaps, I'm reading far too much into things.
I do believe I was reading a bit too much into things. Still don't see you much anymore, though now that's probably more my fault than yours.

9.Now our relationship is rather strange. We've known each other for years, and often act like good friends, particularly in public. Still, on occassion when we're alone, we show our true natures and default to a distrustful, icy acquaintanceship. You found it astonishing when I told you that I trusted you. I still don't, completely, but I do more than you thought I did. Seriously, though, you need a new hobby other than toying with people. And stop trying to get me back into doing it with you. I know it can be fun, but really...
You're a bastard for making me do more work, you know. Even if you really only provided me with the option of doing it. >,> Still.

10.Heheh. Barely knew each other. Spent little time together. You were funny, and useful. I was convenient, and useful. Once the convenience went away, never saw you again. Oh well.
People've been talking about you. I wonder what you think of what they say.

11. Thanks.

  • Listening to: Evil
  • Reading: Evil
  • Watching: Evil
  • Playing: Evil
  • Eating: Evil
  • Drinking: Evil

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